i just want to know why. and how.

i'm so tired.
weary, even.

words, and moments. daily reminders. memories. pain. promises. hate. lies?

God, send your angels down. Mercy. peace, please.



. . .

first art show last weekend.
awesome. met some really cool folks, had a lot of interest, got my name out, sold some prints.
massage is going okay... i'm building my clientele... hoping to make more money soon...
ran into the Bambino last week... he said i did awesome on my first "shoot"...
now waiting to hear back from him...waiting for the wedding season to begin.
i joined 'Give Back Cincinnati' and did my first charity event last weekend... it was amazing.
it's warm outside. :)
music is existence.
ray lamontagne, gillian welch, frontier folk nebraska, blue-grass....
hoping for justice,
living in the moment...
trying to be a better person all the time.
i like dirty martinis now.
i've got some portrait shoots on the horizon.
i'm doing yoga. (when i can... car accident has put a damper on it, at the moment)
someone is making me smile...
still trying to come up with a good 6-word memoir.

life is.... what it is.

kinda feel like falling in love with everything i see.

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http://www.jpgmag.com/photos/1478812


Thanks a whole heap!

...

it's been a while, huh?

today's photo:


see you soon.

. . .

. . .

no matter how hard you try.

God, give me these days
(if) it's what I truly need.
Make it for reason,
Make it count.
No more pain,
No doubts, or regrets.
But, please, take these days away
when you can.
Thanks.
...

Sometimes, struggles are exactly what we need in our life. If we were to go through our life without any obstacles, we would be crippled. We would not be as strong as what we could have been. Give every opportunity a chance, leave no room for regrets.

-Friedrich Nietzsche


The peace of change is near. I can say that with confidence b/c of grace and prayers. and faith and commitment.
I am thankful, to say the least, for this guidance. I'm not sure how much else to say.

Maybe just, Amen.

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